The differences between my children and other misc stuff

My children are so different. They are practically polar opposites. I never realized that they could be SOOO different.

Frog is needy and clingy. He has always been this way. He needs someone to occupy him. He needs to be told a million times a day that he is loved. He needs to have his faith in his family "reinforced" constantly. And I do mean, CONSTANTLY. It's very sweet but can really get on your nerves. He hates to sleep alone, spend time alone or do anything "alone".

Alex, on the other hand, is extremely independent. He plays by himself all the time. While he likes to be carried around, he also likes to be put down and wander around and do his own thing. He will sit for hours sometimes and play by himself. He loves to go to bed in his own bed. When it's bed time if I tell him to show me his bed, he runs right into their room and jumps on his bed, climbs in and waits for me to climb in with him. Of course, he only stays in there part of the night but that is not something I could ever get Frog to do. EVER.

I'm kinda tired lately. Lots of stress. It's driving me crazy. Which is why I think I am so "edgy". I don't know. It's like the constant stress all the freakin time has worn down my resistance to stress. I used to be able to deal with stress. I used to be able to handle everything. I would just keep pushing and I'd get through it. But that BS with my mother last year, I think that killed any "resistance" I had. SIGH.

My interview at Torrid was a colossal waste of time. I was SO annoyed. The manager was supposed to interview me and she wasn't there. An "assistant manager" did my interview. I was less than impressed with her. A LOT less than impressed. I also realized while I was doing the interview WHY I work for myself. The thing is, I WANT that discount. I need new clothes. I would LOVE to just throw out all the freakin clothes in my room(save a few items) and replace them all. Plus paying the taxes in to the government would help tremendously at tax time. Keep my from owing too much.

I need to relax man. I wish Jenae would go ahead and book my spa day already. GRRRRR! That will probably never happen. SIGH.